Its been a crazy last few weeks.
I feel as though I have said that statement a good number of times in the last few months but its true. I guess I could start saying its been a crazy last couple of months!
After returning from my motorcycle trip I ended up buying another bike (a vintage yamaha) and driving it up to Oklahoma to visit friend for the week. the trip ended up being 2 weeks and my motorcycle broke down before i even fully got there and was still not working when i had to leave it and head to Boston for thanksgiving!
Thankfully I have amazing friends and they helped me get my beloved old bike back to Texas and hopefully will be back up and running very soon. Its crazy all the steps I have gone thru to try and make everything work these last few weeks and how little what I have done has effected it.
Makes me sound like an incompetent loser but in all actuality I kind of am.
Now I am not saying I don’t believe in myself or have confidence. I do! I mean I tried and did all that I could to make it all work out, but in the end most of my plans fell thru and things i could never work out started happening. I received money from friends and people who wanted to be a blessing in my life. I hot unexpected returns on things I bought but didn’t think I could get my money back. Friends came thru for me and gave me rides and helped move my bike around town and even back to Tx!!!
All things that I could not orchestrate on my own! Its funny to me how amazed I am every time when God comes thru for me and makes a way in the chaos. I should think by now it would be expected. I should know that God is going to come thru.
He always has for me and although sometimes I wish He would do things sooner so I wouldn’t have to suffer as much Im still thankful that He takes time for me and fills in the gap in His perfect timing.
I never seem to care for the trials and hardships but I always seem to enjoy the character and strength it brings once I have passed thru.